When it doesn't make sense...

I've got to wonder sometimes what heck is going on out there sometimes. The world is in a turmoil, and no one really knows what is going on politically or economically. On a personal note though two very good friends/relatives of my own just just broke up. In the aftermath of it all I was talking with one, and they were saying that they wanted to travel now, which got me thinking about myself. I have always wanted to travel and with that talk, I was reminded that I wanted to travel again. I get into stuff like school and am so focused that I'm ok with what I'm doing, however I have my restless side and when I get that I really wonder if what I'm doing is what I "want" to do. I'm not saying that I'm stopping what I'm taking in school, but I'm just saying that I have to wonder. I don't know if I want to live my complete life they way it's headed right now. Do I really want to go to school for that long? I don't know. I've really got to figure what's going on. There is a time when you look at your life and wonder where it's headed. I do not know and not sure what I'm doing at the moment. If I want my life to be exciting then why would I lock myself into 5-6 yr program then be left with piles of bills later on? I don't think that I'm commited enough to something like that to do that. Walking through life unknown is not how I like it!